New Collections, Studio Appointments, and Customized Work

*I drafted this post before the insanity of the pandemic. I thought about shelving it and not posting, but I think it’s still relevant….despite the chaos. I’m choosing to stay positive and motivated this year. I’m using this time to push through new ideas and express my creativity in new work.

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I don’t know about anyone else, but this winter seems much more fragmented than previous seasons. Although I am familiar with the unpredictable weather in Erie, my mind is always tricked by the amount of sunlight we receive. It only feels like winter when the snow is present, but feels like spring in its absence. My work is heavily influenced by nature, and I’ve found that all the sunlight we’ve had recently has me thinking about large, expressive florals and bright compositions. I have plans this week for large acrylic pieces on canvas, and refined watercolors (with similar colors) on paper later this month. It’s always interesting to me when I can see an obvious visual relationship between my physical environment and what is represented conceptually through my work.

(Abstract floral in progress) January 2020. Contact me for more details.

(Abstract floral in progress) January 2020. Contact me for more details.

I had a (successful) busy December—full of shows, classes, commissioned paintings, new opportunities, and the usual family Holiday events to close out the year. I was excited to be commissioned to create several abstract/expressive watercolor landscapes to be given as gifts (influenced by local cities and a selection of specific collegiate color references—customized for each intended recipient).

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(Untitled Watercolors—commission) December 2019. Contact me for more information.

(Untitled Watercolors—commission) December 2019. Contact me for more information.

I’ve also been trying a new approach for custom work, taking on more private commissions, and inviting prospective clients into my studio. I have always liked creating commissioned work, because it feels like a creative collaboration between my audience and myself. I am able to realize their conceptual vision through my own expression of art in my signature style. I gain the confidence that comes from the genuine support and critique of those outside my immediate circle, and I am better for it. Or at the very least, I am granted more freedom with my larger (less commercial) ideas. I am able to create and refine new ideas, with the support and encouragement of my patrons. My commissioned work has become an extension of my own collection of ideas, and every effort put towards completing a custom piece has only made me a better artist.

For much of my early painting career, I worked with watercolors and water media. For the past 10 years or so, I’ve been expanding my style and my materials to include all varieties of supplies—sometimes mixing many materials into a singe piece. I’ve grown used to switching from the delicate brushstrokes and patience used in watercolor, to the fast and fluid application of alcohol ink, and the combination of all approaches for my acrylic work. However accustomed I am to switching medias, I am always pleasantly surprised at how much one practice enhances the other. For example, after spending a week or two painting alcohol ink on ceramic surfaces, I notice that my acrylic style becomes more expressive and fluid. After working on large acrylic canvases, I find my watercolors utilize the negative space as a tool to enhance the delicate washes of color. Each painting I create directly influences the next, and I am able to continue pushing myself and refining my style. It is my for this new year to continue to build my collection of skills, and to extend the reach of my work past the borders of where it usually travels—both conceptually and physically. I plan to enter more shows and competitions outside my local reach, create more watercolor work, teach more classes, and continue to support other local artists in my community and beyond. I hope anyone reading this has had a happy holiday season, and is feeling a renewed sense of hope for this start of the new decade. As always, thank you for your continued support.

Begin Again: Artist Statement and Explanation

I am often asked about my creative inspiration, or about my conceptual intention for each painting I create. I usually don’t have a careful answer, and instead talk about general influences and my personal history as an artist.

I am an artist and I create art because it’s what I do; I have a need to create art, which makes me an artist.

This past year (2019) I entered a few exhibitions that required a formal artist statement, so I have been pushed to articulate my creative process. With the help of my “editor” (studio assistant-art school critique language expert-media marketing specialist-middle child) I was able to analyze my work, and deconstruct all of the influences and ideas that went into its creation.

Begin Again, 24x36 inches, watercolor and mixed media on cradled panel. (Sold)

Begin Again, 24x36 inches, watercolor and mixed media on cradled panel. (Sold)

I thought I’d share the statement from one of my favorite pieces that I wrote about:

Combining my admiration of the natural world with my own nostalgic visual experiences, I worked intuitively to create “Begin Again”. Historically, poppies are a symbol of loss, while forget-me-nots serve as both a play on words and my late mother’s favorite bloom. The juxtaposition of these two symbolic floral elements represents a rebirth; celebrating the growth and continuation of life while remembering the loss of the past. The directionality of the paint drips on the poppies works in balance with the forget-me-nots reaching upward. The overall image has no beginning and no end, just as the cycle of life continues in a harmonious loop. It is this blend of both realism and abstract expressionism that gave me the inspiration to create this piece.

I did not think: I want to paint something representative of myself and use obvious metaphors to represent exact people and ideas. I was inspired, I began painting, and this painting came into existence. It was only after its completion that I was able to consider what I felt about it, and what I was trying to express. I thought about the composition as a whole, and its mood. I thought about why I might have chosen the flowers I did, why I am drawn to certain shapes and colors, and why the placement of each element just felt right. I had to introspectively reflect on my process, and remember the exact steps of creating the piece. I had to find a way to rationally explain my intuition and my creative process, and I’m still not sure I was successful. It sometimes feels insincere to create a statement of intent after the creation of the painting, like I’m trying to deliver some deep profound truth that only I can explain. It feels pretentious and makes my work seem less accessible. I enjoy art that allows each viewer to relate to it in their own way; art that acts as a mirror, reflecting the viewers’ ever changing perception of life and themselves. I appreciate art that isn’t stagnant or too formal. I paint so that I can express myself visually, not verbally.

I wanted to share this because I think it's important to understand that art (my art, anyway) is not intended to represent only one idea. If you feel something while looking at a piece—even if that feeling is just that you like it—you are in on the conceptual meaning behind it. There is no other secret than that. You are an expert on your own mind. If something resonates with you, I hope you allow yourself the confidence to believe you understand its meaning, regardless of any official statements or reasoning. I use my intuition to create; you can use yours to discern what you think is “good art”, and what is meaningful to you.